got nothing to talk about todayy lehhs .
erms . okayys . firstly . i really really HATE extras .
who jsut happened to pop out suddenly and spoil everything i have .
can you all just go away - or maybe i should .
those who really understands are changing '
changed to others .
which are much better denn those who understands at FIRST .
but , the more i stay the same,
the more they seem to change ,
i dont know why im feeling sorry for myself -
i spend all my time wishing that i was someone else
maybe those who really understands me now are those who i need and want most .
never would be so whads the point doing it everyday '
i wont . change-d .
i m not the mandy that you all knew before .
changed mandy ;

i had a GREAT dayy today ! went out with Pearlyn ;BAOBEI !
we went to orchard there walkk - heex . go visit her mum's workking place too . xD
first we bought tickets to watch over the hegde .
denn went to eat lunchh denn walkkwalkk . walk dao legs pains siahhs . heex .
denn 2:30 the movie start . bought popcorn and drinkks .
denn go to lido 7 - i liked the chair alot siahhs . like rocking chair likdat . ahhahs .
i go rock rock rock , pearlyn say dont so childishh . stop rocking . ahhahs . scold me siahhs . xP
but had LOTs of fun ! bought a doggyy purse or smth ? its so CUTE ! denn a hotpinkk dice keyy chainn . and some colourful clips . =)) - saw a bag that i want ! but i no money . )= save save !
i hope , i hope , but didnt see . maybe bahhs . forget it ~
gg to buy a new sch bagg , sling bagg and a wallet ! yayys ! more outinggs ! still waiting for wed&thurs ! cant wait , hope its gg to be FUN too ! (x whees ~
JianHui asked me go pei him go do lip hole on thurs . should be can after that party . i go see and accompany him cause he said no one go with him . ahhahs . anywayys . whad are jies for ?! must go on thurs arhhs . or else i dont go with you . =P . ahhahs . denn maybe later go walkwalk with him and other Es bahhs . cant wait for thurs ! going to have so muchh FUN ! yayys ! xDD -
okayys . i got nothing much to say le . =] - one more please ? i promise that it will be longer . heex .

got the decorate the behind the board thingy - so each group got 'van-guard' sheet and one colourful paper ? yahhs . denn decorate . we cut and paste from the magg lor , easier lehhs . =) denn i wrote this glam word lahhs , veron said it was the theme or smth ? idontknow lahhs . sorry arhhs , my handwriting today was damn ugly , no mood mahhs . sorry to charmaine veron & jinshuenn . xD . quite fun thoughh . JianHui told me about the peace thingy , and i was like huh ? sure nots ? hen bu xiang hui de lehhs . ahhahs . damnn funny ' [= JianHui ;gann di is so nice ! dont know why others so scared and all . he rawkks ! best - some just dont understandd . OMGOMG ! so nice de lor , youu rawkk ! x) ~ and HO suckks . bring your cam away lahhs . go zoom in and out at 'THERE' on others body . its gross - BIG PERVERT !
denn recess - hangged with 1Es girls . abit only lahhs . chatted and had lots of fun de lor . are we like lame enoughh to play retarded test by stacia . ahhahs - charmaine and mell played . cute siahhs .
denn mdm yeo gave backk the report books . haiishh - she didnt return mine . so i bugg her let me see only see only . denn she said ok , follow her go see after schh . xueyong&mell too went to see theirs . (x im the 39/43 in class . 12th in the schh counting from the backk [express only] 194/206 - grrs ! JianHui JIAYOU !
okayys . i had a funn day todayy . GIDEON ! last dayy of schh you didnt go due to reasons so on thursday de party you BETTER go - heex . like i bully youu siahhs . anyways ' youu are a GREAT ;meimei ! rawkk on !
alright . im waiting for wed&thurs . FEAR for mondayy xP - hope i can do better ! whees ~
found the song that really says everything . feelings and cries . love that song !!! i get alittle bit , she gets alittle MORE . the lyrics rawkks !!
ahhahs ! doggyy chasingg after the ball ' woof woof !

today went for the whad indian/tamil song thingy . damn sians . xP mell pearlyn celeste and ME chat lors , we sat at the last row at the corner of the floor [must take out shoes siahhs] - denn chat chat . laughh laughh . mdm yeo come and say us afew times . ahhahs . mell was kinda tired bahhs , put her head facing down denn close eye . celeste and me was like looking and looking if really sleep . denn laughh at her . ahhahs . mdm yeo walked to her denn say sleeping arhhs . [mell ! lai liao lai liao !] denn she quickly looked up . [= whees ~ i kinda liked it ! the first 1e outingg ! but Gideon ;meimei didnt go ! i dissapointed siahhs - denn knew that he went home abt 5+ to sleep since the funeral . heyys , the funeral is the next block to my house . i go see later ' heex . xD . Gideon missed out the fun siahhs - in the bus was so fun ! my meimei arhhs , you wont get to see us till holidays are over ! cant go sch today too ryte ? miss ya SURE ! =) was so damn hungry after that , came backk to sch and ate ! delicous ~
denn played truth or dare in class - we sat on the tables denn put the bottle on another table denn SPIN ! whees ~ Pearlyn ;BAOBEI asked me this question since i choose truth ... if it was like the end of the world and you can only save one person who will you save ? only these two chioces J****** and ******R . okayys - i dont wanna type their names , its really paisehh . BOTH are my gan BROs . x) - woot woot ! heex , dont wanna reveal whad my answer was , hard for me to choose ... =( but i made a desicion ! ahhahs ! wont regret !
denn the asm . OMGOMG ! girls can keep long hair ! whees ~ happy happy ! and start sch later by 10 min . ehs . i can sleep 10 min longer ! wootwoot ! YAY ;
denn went to walk northpoint awhile with Pearlyn . [= love her LOTs . told her lots of thingyy im fussing about and all . rawkk on ` baobeii ! whoos ~
thoughh it wasnt very long but it was much better denn beforee . and imNOTher . dont think that i will think like her - imNOT . (= . heex . running out of time -

i got backk my chinese paper le . =( . veryveryvery dissapointing siahhs - damn sad .
i got 42/70 ! haiishh , den plus the ting li i only got 56/90 ! denn sure no more a1/2 le . imSTUPID !
grrs . i so have to like WORK HARDER ! workk hard play hard ! jiayou jiayou to myself ~
mdm yeo and ms lim wants to see my parents too - the meet the parents sessions lors . mell gideon and xueyong also need . both results and attitudes and behaviour in class lors . i wonder whad will they say to my parents . i was so scared lor , wondering and wondering ! x\
denn got the throwing newpaper balls thingyy too . grrs . denn sad sad scared scared -
nothingg to do the whole day bahhs . BORING ! quite slackk .
mdm yeo wanted me to join in the racial harmony video project thingyy . excuse me , i m busy lehhs . also need to do class tee shirt . haiishh . denn dont want do she say whad must have com-met-ment [my eng suckks , got no idea how to spell that word] denn i really dont wanna . in the end no choice so do it . must meet up in the holidays and do siahhs , imbusy sleeping ? grrs ! ahahhs !
so see how it goes bahhs . cant wait for holidays , can play dao siao siao le ! YAY ! [=
*the first 1e class outing is tmr ! ahahhs ! cant wait cant wait . but i hope its NOT boring . xD

today gotten back my lit papers . i got 26.5/40 for the first part . den 22/40 for the second part .
so altogether is 48.5/80 . wahhs - its also boarder line marks de . =(
nevermind . the highest is only 53 bahhs . so still okok . =]
dont care lahhs . ahhahs . still got my chinese paper not yet take back siahhs . zhang shuai ge today never come to schh . )x - so cant take back the papers , soon soon ~
last period . that JunDa bo liao go spray me water . so a NORMAL person sure spray backk . walao . den he spray me back again . damn wet . my skirt was like VERY wet ! muahhahs . tmr i spray him MOREMORE . thankks mell for spraying his backk too ! (= woot woot !
i liked today alot . got PE too . played bball - mr ng is aNICEteacher ! funny somemore ! xD
recess okok bahhs . alittle boringg . heyys ! i DIDNT pangsehh pearlyn today ! anywayys , she understands the reasons and all . mell celeste pearlyn and me chat chat during class , damn fun ! laughh laughh laughh . whees ~ ahhahs !
suppose to go watch movie today . but mandyw and me were quite tired so didnt go . she went to have lunch at sch so i went home . so tmr denn go watchh movie . iwasSOtired !!! heeheex . slept the whole afternoon . now better ! iLOVEsleeping ! [=
i cant wait for tmr . holidays are comingg . den got plans too . but i dont get to see THEM that often le . nevermind chat on phone too ! ahhahs ! LONGLONG phoney !
okayys . cant wait for schh tmr ! chat chat !

ahhahs . today kana scolded , by that MR LIM . [the fat fat de] ! my d&t teacher never come ! ohh goshh ! my d&t teacher also mr lim but extremely good one lor . NOT LIKE THAT FAT MR LIM ! xP ! mell ;sweetie and me playing the vball , she just throw the ball BACK to me only den caught by him . so stood in front of the class lor , ACTUALLY quite fun lehhs . cause mell was there to chat with me ! chat chat chat , laugh like sot sot girls too . not paisehh or anything , like is normal , cause mell was with ME ! she rawkks ! loveherlots ! woot woot ~
den later go to the d&t room , very sians . sat with celeste mell and gideon . i didnt finish my d&t project - the body of the car also haven finish . so Gideon and Brandon helped me do cause i dont know how to . heeheex . one my jiemei one my didi ; they are so NICE ! =)) . very sians , nearly slept . heex , mell too [:
NO HELLOs or BYEs . too busy ? hackkcare ? the changes - GRRs !
spend my recess w/ mandyw :DEAR crystal ;BHBsweethearts yoketing ;LOVELOVE grace and ruiting . xD - they rawkk ! very funny and friendly . whees ~ sorry pearlyn dont wna pang sehh you de , you know you know . the REASON . when we go walk walk after recess de time . you told me i told you . you are still my laopO ! ITS SO DAMN DAMN TRUE . can be seen easily . bleaghhs !
meiiLing > rawkkers !! woot woot !! [=
marylyn > hellos ! wave wave smile smile ! whees ~ (=
NO HELLOs or BYEs . too busy ? hackkcare ? the changes - GRRs !
after schh , went to mcd at khatib , den see the strips and star shoes . its really NICE ! i want both ! ahhahs !
den when to ntuc to walkwalk w/ mandyw ;DEAR . quite fun bahhs . den bought mags . teen ;[THE CLICK FIVE] ! lovethem ! (x teenage & seventeen . i got to start saving money !!!
den later when backk to sch . meet crystal grace ruiting and clement . friendly people - :) i dont know whad that person wants , purposly or whad . grrs `
over le , den went home . whees ~ xD . now im here blogging . woot woot !
chatting on msn w/ JianHui ;didi ! he rawkks ! the best BRO ! lucky to have him as didi ! rawkks !!! always there ! my BRO !!! =)
and CRYSTAL ! ;sweethearts ! she is so understanding !!! woot woot ! x))
annd . on the phone . whees ~ ! =] . okayys .
its NOT enough . you got problems dont i ?! but i m NOT like you ! xP . have the HEART .

went to causeway w/ rosanne . younger bro . and mum .
hey ! hazeal brought home my piggy . =)
its so CUTE ! woot woot !
alittle boring day ... music ! music !
whees ~ =D
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thankks Gideon for the concern . my jiemei - you rawkk !
bugg off . go away . WHADS your PROB . forget it .
icancontrol - i think i know who is it .
control control !
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i want everything to reverse alittle .
den FREEZE . ohh please !
dont care - dont ask - hackcare .
ohh goshh . so sucky . x\
only in dreams its nice .
in real life it sucks .
so TRUE ;changes !
i dont like changes `if its better den GOOD .
but NO . different - different . everything . HATEit*

anyways !
RAWKKERS ! meiLing chesterR and ME !
rawkks ! rawkkers rawkks ! suckkers SUCK .
woot woot ! stay rawkking as rawkkers ! =)

went to tuition today again . from 2-4 pm .
wahhs . Olivia and Chermaine one got a1 one got a2 for chinese !
hope i also can get a1 or a2 bahhs . =)
den came home . my relatives coming too .
they are still here ... samsam asked if we got grown out sling baggs .
i showed her the bgirls one , it was damn scary de , their eyes were so scary .
so dont want . my sis and me say say scary thingys abt it .
my sis : later wake up , den see the bgirls eyes , BOO !
me : yalor . hang at the door there , wake up can see . den like they LOOKING at you ...
sam sam : i dont think i want , their eyes really scary .
HEY ITS REALLY SCARY . their EYES . yuck -
micheal is so CUTE ! ahhahs ! =D .
nothing much today . =( - ohhs ! i can SMS alot TODAY .
but didnt . ahhahs . maybe later . my bill is coming ... i think should be over short again . xP .
ahhahs . okayys . soon i will know my chi and lit results ....

today quite slackk . cause no lessons , den cher return us our papers . damn damn sad ! i got 62/100 for maths . ms katrina : whr go wrong ? huh ?
me : i dont know .
ms katrina : show me which questions
me show her . =)) .
ms katrina : can do better ok mandy ?
me : ohh .
den my sci . 50.5/100 ! OMGOMG ! i just passed - opps .
haiishh ! my geog failed siahhs ! 42/100 - walaos ! idontunderstand !
isuckk !! =(( . den know geog the results le , no mood ...
Gideon come cheer me up ! he my jiemei ! heRAWKKS ! always see me sad den come cheer me up . suchh a GREAT jiemei ! chat with him , he go tell me all the err xing thingys , show somemore ! den muchh better .
den Junda ;didii come chat with us too . he go strip Gideon siahhs , JianHui go help him to strip . den gross . ididntsee, imnotpervertic .
JunDa go around wanting to squeeze girls boobs - used Gideon's hand too .
Pearlyn and me keep hitting his hand cause he go do to us .
damn damn slackk . the last two periods , supposed to be lit . i was to looking forward to it de lehhs . den den ! cher never come or smth arhhs . ms katrina came .
JunDa talked to her in chinese . heyys ! she understands ! i cant type out whad he said cause the katrina was in chinese version de . BUT it was DAMN funny ! even ms katrina LAUGHED !
nth to do for those periods . chat chat w/ Gideon JunDa Veron JinShuen JianHui . den suddenly we started playing monkeyy . DAMN DAMN fun ! used Charmaine's vb and play - its was damn fun . throw here and there . played w/ JunDa Gideon JinShuen Charmaine Cory Pearlyn Veron Brandon and ME !
okayys . did it - can control . but now much better , but dont know why , just comes and go .
different people , different attitudes , different kind of treatness [nicer/sweeter/kinder/typing] , all different . hi & byes - time . and everything . all different , its special . but its not same to ...

today is better den normal sch days - during recess went to look for the 'hippo' w/ mandyw crystal yoketing grace and ruiting . muahhas ! x)) . den fun ! ['i' dont know who they , you all call 'me' doggy doggy den 'i' doggy lor . muahhas . scared le lahhs .] =P
hangged w/ them for the whole recess - at canteen and sportshall .
and HELLO ! to kOr . i paisehh , never say hi backk , den HMM . ahhahs ! HII !!! x)) - whr is my call HUH ?! ahhahs .
got back my eng paper two , i got 35/60 ! ahhahs . hackkcare . den ms lim said my paper one got highest w/ another of my classmate [cher also forgotten WHO] ! yay ! i can WRITE hor ! woot woot !!! =)
den got a damn damn boring music thingy at asm , OMGOMG ! so den sians den i read the comicbk den slept . ahhahs ! the music was den sleeping HOR , den sleep . ahhahs ! end quite late today - wasted my TIME !
den den , went to j8 with mandyw , ate pastemania[notsurehowtospell] ! yummy yummy =D . checked the time and it was like alr 4+ ! so late , so quickly stop walking den went to take mrt homehome .
and now im here blogging !
ilovemysofttoys! late at night , thinkthinkthink and tears just start coming . its un-control-able ; ialsodontknowwhy / itjustcomes . ahhahs ! xDD .

today didnt went out or anything - stay at home !
used com den chat chat w/ mandyw;DEAR crystal;SWEETHEART yoketing;LOVE !
damn funny - talk like siao siao de ! they RAWK ! lovethem !
i waited for a phone call ! or m i suppose to call ? den wait wait wait - den suddenly sleep le ... ahhahs . but still no call ` nevermind . other time bahhs , a LONGLONG one HOR ! you PROMISED ! muahhhas ! x)) - i<3talkingonPHONE ! ahhahs ! i wait i wait ! PROMISE-D ~
i cant wait for TMR ! OMGOMG ! there will be good shows to watchh ! after recess got a CME thingy show at hall - den NO lessons ! GOOD GOOD ! den during RECESS ... muahhahs ! [you think you chiobu ? saibu lahhs . ahhahs ! call us good doggy - you HOW big ! idiotic girl] yeahh !!! icantwait !!! x))
kayys - i wanna do other stuffs .
chatting w/ jowell ! she is so NICE ! =))

cant blogg anything in here . there will be trouble and all . haiishh . see i blogg that and now more misunderstanding . she thought i blog about her and all . anywayys . the BYTCH no longer a bytchh . she cleared things out ! and she rawks like before ! my best buddyy ! <3her>
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today RAWKS !
exams are finally OVER !
mdm yeo told me my sci no good lehhs . for the sci MCQ - haiishh . sad ? regretting ? ihateSCI !
its HARD for ME lehhs !!! x\
went OUT with mandyw !
SHE RAWKS ! i can tell her anything !
so UNDERSTANDING and NICE !
we chat chat on the bus ! i told her everything and everything !
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NO SCH TOMORO !!!
ahhahs !! YAY !! xDD .
okies . wanna go sms le ! BYE -

when?when?when?iwannachat!!!LONGLONG ONE! WEMADEAPROMISED!

muahhahs ! i cant wait till exams are over ! buay tahan lehhs - so bored ? grrs ! ahhahs .
today got sci paper . its was okok - but hor , like i blurrblurr dont know correct nots ; i know how to do that question but how to phrase it huh ? likdat . i think and think den think dao siahhs . itsHARDforme ! sciSUX -
JianHui rawkks !!! reallyreally RAWKS ! i promised him a smiLe+wave den i dont dare go do infront of him mahhs . den he shao di de time he ask me smiLeandwave ?? so CUTE ! i did it a smile and wave . den he give me back a smiLe - he got a cute and nice smiLe lehhs , keep it !! best didi i have !! x))
den after sch , went to give chesterR kOr his birthday present i forgotten to give him in sch , den need go give him after sch ; xDD . PIGS ! ; wanted to buy the big one but hor dont know how to wrap' so got the small one -
OMG ! my the cme group need go perform on stage on thursday ! ohh goshh , HOW paisehh will that BE ! i so got to look for someone to take my place . imanarrtor -
den went to causeway to study with mandyw . got study HOR ! also talktalk and playplay lahhs [RELAX] mahhs . heeheex . its NATURAL ! ryte ryte ?! mandyw understands THIS . woot woot ! she is so GREAT !
kayyes . i cant wait for the exams to be OVER ! i promised a LONGLONG chat ! can wait ! x)) -

imspecial ! woot woot !

imbored - anyways . CHESTER KOR ! happy 14th BIRTHDAY ! stay my kOr always . loveyaalots ~ x)) .

GO AWAY RAYSHAUN CHOO -
grrs . a boring day again ! the same routine like every sat ; wake up . wash up . play com . watch tv . TUITION ! arggs . hate tuitions so boring . den come back and sleep/play com/teebee - always the same . damn damn boring . arggs ! ahhahs . i read chester-kOr profile . den meiling said he going to wear contacts on monday . ohhs - i know nothing again . arggs . i like so lan siahhs . nevermind - heyy ! my name appeared in her testi too . wakakas . just wanna see how he look like - muahhhas . den go give his birthday present too . i wonder if i should call him tonight at 12am den wish him happy birthday [ wanna - i dont dare to - i scared he think its lame or smth so i dont know ? ] haiishh . see bahhs . i really wanna . but dont ? haiishh . need to wrap the present too ; i not a good wrapper siahh . also dont know how to wrap - ahhahs . just try bahhs . x) . kayyes . i wanna go do sudoku le - peaceout ;

here to blogg - ahhahs . imSOhappy today ! my mum said i could buy whad i wanted for a BELATED birthday present . went to causeway w/ mum and younger bro to get a mother'sday present for my mama [grandma] ; den i showed her the bag i wanted at converse . she said can buy for me ! ohh ; so SHOCKED ! den later i cant make up my mind . i wanted the billabong whiteandgreen wallet too . dont know which to CHOOSE !!! den went home - my mum said buy the bag better so going to buy the bag with mandyw on TUESDAY + a celebration !!! exams OVER . ahhahs . xDD . cant wait !! my mum gave me the $$ to buy it !! ilovehersomuchh! x)) . cant wait for TUESDAY !! and MONDAY !! so many plans - so little time ! grrs . ahhahs . my life is getting better and better each day ; but i still hope . ahhahs . kayyes . i gg to spam clement since he wanna - woots~

YAY ; at last i got the time to BLOG ! x)) . ahhahs . i had a great time these few days !!! woot woot ! xDD . not the studying part lahhs . the time spend with MANDY ! we ate this and that . pizza hut pizza hut . den got sakaee sakkaee . so damn damn damn fun . broke le . ahhahs . den went to causeway point de library too ! laugh laugh laughh . den joke joke joke . play with the dOggyy soft toy ; damn fun ! who wanna play with US ?!
saw clement these few days . so qiao de lehhs . xDD .
WALAOO ! im damn damn damn damn paisehh YTD ! had to stand in front of class den horny horny yeO say me . ALL BECAUSE of the BULLSHIT-ING monitress . WTFF !!! kaining ! youu are like so de toot siahh . hate youu . den in class NEARLY everyone soot her . cause bu shuang mahhs .
write my name on the board for like no reasons ? like WHAD DID I DID ?! i not scared is im WRONG-ED ! how can likdatt ! xDD . so THEY helped me and the other WRONG-ED friends of mine whose name was on the board . DAMN DAMN DAMN fun . we shout shout shout den soot that GIRL ! wahh . should have video it down ! aiyaa . got a second time de . no worries'
i bought the presents for chester kOr birthday le ! dont tell first . woot woot ! not very ex. okok bahhs - can affort . wheesss~ looking forward on MONDAY . i prOmised a smile+wave to JianHui den the plans to study after that . cant cant cant WAIT !!! x)) .
kayyes . i wanna go search for a bloggskin le . BYE` xDD .

MELL ; sweetiie . thankks for being there for me . youu rawkk . always there to comfort me . hope everything could be cleared . no more troubles for the both of us .

ITS unSAFE to blog . x))
bye -

maandyy x))

ARGG ! how stupid of me ! i delet my previous blog cause i didnt like the url . i didnt know it means del posts too . ahhahs . x)) . nevermind , i learn a lesson .

today got chinese paper 1 . den not hard also not easy . just nice , can write can write . =)) . YAY ! i smiled and waved hi ! yahh !! ahhaahs . happy today . supposed to meet WenZhen , but she go change time if can 1 plus 2 plus . den you think i very FREE is it ?! w/ mandyWEE pearlyn;lapO tohjinshuen brandon;di . den meet her other time . so when they left . mandy pearlyn and me go eat mcflurry den sat at a corner and chat . damn damn fun !! i love them siahh . my laughing partners ! ahhahs . x)) .

gg to eat sushi on mon w/ mandy and pearlyn ! ahhahs . cant wait . den gg to buy presents too ! =)) . cant wait . dont wanna blog le . i m stupid . xD .

maandyy x))